Halloween

 

Today is halloween…. And although the o level pracs are done im still feeling the burden on the shoulders.. Its probably the studying.. I cant believe that for the first time i feel like these three years of this degree course is taking too long out of my life..

But thats just me, on other news i got a new fren whos just 14 but got me thinking a lot…  Talking to him is a real eye opener…. A teens perspective is strangely quite interesting… Their views though sometimes are unexplainable, they remind u of what needs to be reminded..

On other news, just like to state that on this eidul fitr, i ventured onto a new path, though the new path is still really blurry, me being me ( i read too much onto things) i decided to abandon it.. sometimes one just can’t help being a failure, and it doesnt help if others think u’re a joke!!!!

Listening to: Re-offender by Travis

Eating: my own soul to bits…… (ok ok im nt moody…… im eating a pineapple tart )

Reading: Purification of Interferon Alpha

Happy Deepavali & Selamat Hari Raya

   

What do you know, the holidays are here and finally so am i… it’s been a long time since i can sit down and surf and write my blog… The o level pracs are still ongoing thru my hari raya but what to do work is work…

And this year im proud to say that im on top of certain things… im more independent, and super immersed in work and school to worry about certain things… Life is looking good! Could be better but for now its ok!!!!

Just realised that my sebior lab tech was a famous person, she was a malay singer who left the showbiz industry for the sake of her husband who doesnt like it…. (That explains all the singing in the lab)….

Was talking about love with my colleagues(all married) yest and i ralised how much i miss being in love, the thrill, the fights, the making up…..  It’s really funny when u see couples who have been together for so long and yet the chemistry is never there, i dun understnsd how they  can stay together for that long….

i mena i wouldn’t know but i sure wouldn’t wan to… For me there must always be fireworks, and lots and lots of love… thats when everything else in the world seems ok even when they’re not…you know that whatever it is, that someone will always be there for u.. to hold you close just when u need them….

Hiazzz……………………

Reading: CSI:Sin City

Listening: Fallen by Sarah McLachlen

Eating: Gummy Bears!!!