Archive for November, 2007

To Die For……

Posted in Craking the code of the Intellectual One on November 25, 2007 by intellectualnisa

There are times in life, you look up and thank god for all thats happened and glad that life has turned out great. But i forgot how long that has been. Mybe i’ve been too disorganized to realise whats goin on but after much evaluation this weekend, i think i need a reset.

 

Sometimes i wish that god could just strike down and kill me in an instant, so that i wouldnt have to keep hurting, wondering what kind of pain im gonna cause myself next. I want to stop thiking that theres still life worth living cause everytime i do, i keep getting disappointed. I dun where to turn, i dun know who to turn to. All im left with is myself and im nt doin that great a job.

Isnt it great to have someone to congragulate you, pat you on the back, someone who believes in you. Yea sure but who knows if they really mean it?

What could life possibly offer, cause i’ve beem waiting and all i’ve done week after week is scream into a once lived soul. Im doing everything wrong..Nothing comes out right and things are getting worse each week. If I thought my birthday was a bad day, it turned out even worse each day after….

Life is looking gloom and i am dying slowly inside, i hope i die soon. I really dun want to look forward to anything anymore… Thats it… Life officially stinks…

A Love that Bleeds…..

Posted in Craking the code of the Intellectual One on November 5, 2007 by intellectualnisa

The story revolves around the pair of lovers that through the test of persistence survived the locks of love. Amanda the damsel in the story was a simple girl, who similar to most has been through the spokes of love and the stabs in the dark. Yet somehow the first time she met him she couldn’t help herself from feeling like it was meant to be. She heard love call her name and somehow she fell prey to it.

 

Justin was an entertainer, with his soulful voice and looks that melted hearts everywhere stayed with his family who owned a renowned Italian restaurant just opposite from Amanda. The first time he saw Amanda he was instantly bleeding with love. And as the story goes on the pair of lovers’ went through the journey they called love.

 

However with any relationship, the thorns were there. Justin being a man with a demanding job couldn’t spend as much time as he wanted with Amanda. Nevertheless he made sure that everyday he left sweet messages for her pasted on the back of her bedroom door with words like ‘I miss you’ and ‘I love you always and forever’. And everyday without fail a package would come for Amanda, from something as delicate as chocolates to a full course of gourmet dinner served to her doorstep.

 

As months passed, Amanda felt the void much to her dismay, all she had wanted was someone to be there for her. It was then she decided that she would take action, she stormed to the house next door and instantly was greeted by Jaslene, Justin’s younger sister and told her she needed to speak to him as soon as he returned. Jaslene who never even knew of the relationship was stunned, but all she could think that all this was happening in bad time. Jaslene’s father had been losing money in the family business and the restaurant was in huge debts. And if they couldn’t come up with the money in 2 days, the restaurant was in wait of demolition. Amanda was shocked to hear of the terrible news and on her way home she couldn’t help but feel the sadness that she might never see Justin again. That night as she waited by her window there was a tap on the door, it was Justin. And after so long of rehearsing what she had to say, Amanda spoke her mind. She asked Justin to choose between her or his career because she couldn’t help feeling playing second fiddle to a bunch of people who just sat there listening to him. Justin was speechless; he couldn’t muster the words to say anything. Amanda took this as her cue and began to walk back, but within a few steps she heard Justin call her name. ‘Its you I want, it’s always been you and nothing else.’

 

Amanda couldn’t help but feel happy beyond words, she told Justin of the restaurant and both of them stayed up all night thinking of a plan. By the next morning as they fell asleep in each others arms, they already had the answer to save the restaurant, Justin started opening the restaurant with an added entertainment, him! And with the help of his friends, they were able to raise money to pay part of the debt and thus the restaurant was saved. The story of the journey of these lovers nt only brought together a love like so many but a family in better times. And with every love story, they lived happily ever after, or so we assume…………..

An update for the Road!

Posted in Craking the code of the Intellectual One on November 1, 2007 by intellectualnisa

It’s been ages and i know i have to update… I just have been so busy writing essay after essay that everything i write is already a story so blogging wasnt the least bit interesting to me at all at that point. i still have 3 more to go and a mid yr exam coming up so yea good luck to me…

Turning 24 really soon and somehow no matter hw much i wan to look forward to it i just feel like i could skip the whole day and move to the next without realising at all.

something really weird happened to me today, i woke up and my gold chain with my name on it fell on the toilet floor, and shocked me. though this was a birthday present, i have been wearing it for months without taking it off and somehw it just fell off and somehw about it feel like its nt a good thing…

ok i must be jus tripping cause im kinda very on the edge tdy