Johm Milton once said;”The mind is its own place, and in itself, can make heaven of Hell, and a hell of Heaven.”
Indeed the human mind is somewhat a powerful tool, a tool which can be used for the good of humankind or for the worse. I usually think there’s always both sides to a mind, one the tame and unset kind where everthing flows perfectly down the peaceful river and the other the rugged terrains of waterfall where the gushing waters is enough to unsettle nerves of steel.
Just the other day on another suprisingly mundane thursday, sitting at the back of the classroom taking my year end exam. There i was looking up at wat lloked like 2 hours into the exam, with an hour left into the exam i had three more questions to clear. Though i had read the damned book millions of times and had practically memorised most of what was written, like a mantra i chanted through days and night and through sickeness and health. And yes i do realise i am deviating. Anyway there i was sitting wrecking my brains to the question that lay ahead of me. And the only thoughts i had was to rip my head off from its body, to rip so hard till all my nerves snapped and thick viscous dark red almost blackish blood splattering all over soaking my shirt and just throwing my head into a wall as hard as i poosibly could and watch all the entrails smashed up in globs and bones. And that ladies and gentlemen actually excited me. I had just a thrill thinking about stuff like that… Dun know why but i just do…. Haha… Very dark humour
Anyway its the same when i drive u know, one minute you driving within speed limit and everything looks and feels so familiar and at the next traffic light, you just feel like hey what if i dash across the road right now and just smack straight into that mercedes. That would startle everyone now wouldnt it? Just for the fun of it… He wouldnt know what hit him… Kwa kwa kwa…. well theres that dark humour again…
Now tell me you dun ever think about stuff like that?
