Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you’re looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I’m the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can’t you see, you
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin’ the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can’t help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn’t this easy
‘You Belong With Me’ Taylor Swift
Do you notice how in every foliage there’s different types of plants? Some which are tall stand out far above the rest, and others small yet perfect enough to cover up and the middle ones just blending each into the other. It’s all the types that come together that form such a perfect ensemble, some prettier, with intricate leaves and some giving an occasional burst of colour in their flowers, and others just plain old leaves spear- like shooting out into the open. The rest just grow out the best they can, just to fill in the distance between them…
When u look at the individual plants, you can almost marvel at the uniqueness that each plant has, in contrast of colour, texture, shape and smell. And somehow they’re just there waiting/begging to be seen. But as a bigger picture they make a majestic appearance, a facade of nature in all its awesomeness… A group that works together even in the mess of all the different personas just blending into one.
There they stand, taking each day at a time, growing, soaring as high as they can, never backing down, competition with other plants for sunlight nutrients and water just drives them forward. A mellow but fantastic approach.. Just so at some point in out lives we can just look at them and be awed at the beauty which they hold, by themselves and as a group…
Wouldn’t it be funny if life was like that……
I have a major confession…Today i will reveal to the world something that will shock you to your seats. Ok.. ready? I AM AFRAID OF MY MUMMY…No really! Seriosuly man! Yes i am that person…
For those of u who dun know this, my mummy is nicknamed as HITLER.. and for a good reason of couse, she tortures, screams unlogical orders and is made to rule as she wishes…(see the similarities?) Ya… I have no idea that even after 25 she can still instill the fear within me, its like an impending doom.. And im like the slave, dressed in withered clothes torn and body washed up in dried mud. feet dried full of callues (although ironically i do have calluses i mean what is up with that?) and lips parched in need of serious lip balm theraphy….. And once the ruler has spoken i have to obey orders with direct specifications and with immediate effect or i shall be banished! (insert evil laughter here)
Isn’t she amazing? Anyone wanna trade her for a day? You will get to experience history in making…..Aww come on…No? Really? Hmppph? Ok then…
Except she never gets caught though… So one day if i get locked into a gas chamber or anything to that effect you know who did it ok!
The strange thing is however, when shes super nice to me, i ALWAYS get this feeling like its too good to be true, but of course being the scaredy cat i am, i dun ask for fear that she will even take the simple pleasures away…. And then there will nothing to look forward to after that….
Although in all fairness i think that shes a pretty great mum when shes not Hitler…. Oh ya btw, i wonder how Hitler’s mummy was…..
Its 10.30pm now, and i am on report number 2. Of which there is report number 3 before i can start on the huge project soon after. Now u see why i ramble as i do. The room is cold, the radio is droning away.. and i am lost in the tiredness and the temptation to start watching ugly betty season 3 episode 6/family guy season 7 episode 4/one tree hill season 6 episode 9.
I have a feeling i may give in to the temptation soon and to add to that i have to make up my mind on what to wear to work tmrw, oh for heavens sake… what i do to keep myself sane is beyond me!
I have to come up with energiser games for 100 ppl and do stock-checking where i realise i am a total loss for… Hmmmm…must stop thinking of work… think of cute men with rock solid abs! Ahhhh better….
Hmm i think i need new clothes… Oh shit ya i just remembered theres still a week more to pay day, shit and im almost broke! No it cant be happening! *drinks a gulp of caffiene*
Hmmm oh crap i just rmbered i hv to get to werk early cause i gt a morning class… Crap, i hate waking up ealy and get into work like im supposed to, i just got into the system of taking things slow and arrive half an hour late sashaying away with breakfast in hand! Oh man im screwed tmrw!
Plus theres a work review to prepare for!Oh man!
Ok ok back to report 2…..
Married Man 1: U know there a research that shows that women have a greater variety of bacteria on their hands than men.
Married Man 2: well thats obvious cause women handle a lot of things in the kitchen from raw food to garbage.
Married Man 1: Yeah
Married Man 2: And since they wear skirts they are more exposed….
Woman: What?!!?
Married Man 2: and since they wipe eveything wIth tissue all the bacteria is on their hands…
Married Man 1: Eeee… i am so never kissing a girl on the back of their hand ever again!
Married Man 2: Actually girls very dirty…
Woman: U know why we have more bacteria on our hands?
Married Man 1: WHY?
Woman: cause we spend so much time touching guys!
Married Man 1&2: ??!!!!!????
Today marks the day, the day of relinquishment, the day where all the soldiers are left on standby to charge as they see fit. I’m on the edge today, on my last nerve, just sitting by the edge of my cliff waiting to fall at the softest whisper. I know what to expect and therefore thou shall not feel any remorse. I am my own… I hold my fort!
Today on the day of all fortrighteousness, I just wish that things will change, for the better of course, I hope 2009 brings goodness into my life and I shall embrace it with open arms!..
Haiz… I feel a slow day coming ahead! I used to enjoy the 3rd many years ago, but after that one incident I could never go back to face it ever again, I think on that day I lost a piece of myself that I know I could never get back. People my forget, but I never can, cause it changed everything for me!
Ever since that incident I always took onto myself to expect the worst on this day and I have but the worst was not what came, it was always much worse. I felt alone and more alone as the years went by and I knew I had to change that somehow, therefore today as the years of pain comes and goes at least I know im doing something for me. Not anyone else but me…
It pains to think how unhappy I can be. But that’s just it. I am unhappy, I am alone but look round and nobody knows!
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