The One with the Climb

 

Today was one of those days, long and overbearing. I have no answers but so many questions. I cant seem to quite placate whats happening around me. I just want that one thing i know i cant have.

My head hurts, my heart hurts and my life stinks. I just want this to be over. i wan things to be normal again. I wan to be the old me. The one who was strong enough to overcome so much more than this, the one who stood on her own two feet, the one i looked up to.

Not this shell, this empty being who cant decide wrong from right, the one who so badly messed up and suffers in silence. I cant be this girl anymore, it hurts to much.