The One where The points dun Matter

The rain i think brings back a lot of bad memories for me, i cant help but feel helpless at times like this, i need to be reassured at all times that things will and should get better with time.

I miss days where i was alone in my thoughts and just had to worry abt getting thru simple issues like homewerk and research, i think i need more to occupy my time, alas there are several factors that contribute to that happening..

1)i would need more money…

More is a very vague word, i need much than more. this would greatly help in all activities i could plan to undertake my lifeless time.

2)i need to break free from my parents

i think im at that stage that if they dun see me for at least every 2 hours,  thery are afriad i would be dead.. (do understand i am exaggerating as much as i can)

3) i need to go back to goth

I think being goth for a while really helped me get to my dark side, and i think i shld at least be polite and revisit this area of my life…(think black)

4) i need to buy stuff

i remember that this used to make me very happy alas it also bring me back to point one….

So as a conclusion, ……….i have realised that i am sitting on top of a shitload of crap.